I am so freaking sick of all this crap. So ready to get on this cruise so that I may get this week over with and then I am out of here. gone. Out of this boring town. Away from ungrateful people and just ready to move on with life. To get away from everyone. “Just freaking shut up” is always on the top of my tongue all the time. I guess that it will never work. We may never work you are never gonna change and I need to accept that. And with the other unknown beauty I know that you aren’t fond of me but this is my choice of a vacation. We aren’t anything. I am done with it. When everyone decides to grow up is when you can be with me, and if not leave me the crap alone.